Where we are now......

It has been awhile since I have blogged. It is a bit difficult for me to scan pictures right now. I will get to it sooner than later I hope. For now, life continues to move forward-as it always does. Kadyn is still reading up a storm. She is reading "Charlotte's Web" to me- with only little assistance needed. She seems to be doing great and soaking everything in. All girl is what I what say to describe her-- anything and everything girly!! Dylan is ALL BOY!!! He is literally into everything and not in a bad way--just wanting to discover and learn it all. He talks up a storm -alot of it is understandable- and some is still not. He loves his bath time and loves to read. Our past time in the car is looking for other cars and trucks. He gets so excited to see another one.
I am hanging in there--I have been doing our website at school. So much has been learned since I have never done this before. I am taking time to reflect right now-to pray and figure out what the next stage of life is for me and the kids. What I do know is that God is in control and already has the path prepared! How reassuring that is. So... I will keep the updates coming! Until next time....

Big Boy!

Tonight- Dylan is not sleeping in a baby bed! He is on his mattress on the floor! He went down with ease and has not made an attempt to come out of the room! He was so precious when I went to check on him a minute ago! He was half off of the bed and snoring! Another milestone-- my baby is growing up!!

Just Enough Light

Life can bring changes when you least expect it. There are times when you wonder what the next moment is- where you will go, what you will do,will you be happy, will you be hurt, what do you need for this brief time? I am in one of these moments in life-- I have no idea what the next step is or even an idea of what it should be. I feel like I am watching time fly by---and yet I am not involved. This can be such a scary feeling and there are moments that I have been scared. Amazingly- for the most part- even in the uncertainty of things- I am ok-- I am calm--which surprises even me! That is very unlike me! This is not to say I have not had moments of tears- or of strong questions or worry! What I have learned and noticed is how much I have grown lately-- I know whose I am--and that I am always protected! God provides me with just a little at a time. While I would love to know the entire picture- I am learning to lean on Him completely. This is where my peace comes from--and I am so glad I am finally learning to rely on Him. It is a day to day choice-- but so far I am doing good with just enough light for now...