A Day I Thought Would Never Come

It is done....so weird and surreal for me to say. I am still somewhat confused about the whole thing...why it happened this way....why now.... what is the real story.....etc... all questions that I will never really know the answers... nor do I need to really.. although that is hard for me. My parents are officially divorced. It doesn't matter who did what, said what, made the first move etc..... It is a new chapter in life... one I have no idea how it will look.. what is the new "normal" going to be. This has been so hard on our family.. not just immediate family-- but extended family as well. I honestly worry about how this will change relationships ..... I pray that it will not....I pray that through time the wounds will heal.. no more sides will be taken.....right now it just all feels very awkward......I love my mom and dad, nothing will change that. Time for me to be a big girl and adjust......