One Day at a Time

"Under Construction..God's Not Through With Me Yet"

2010-12-20T21:46:00.001-08:00

Sad.... mad... disappointed.. all words I would use right now about how I feel. For some reason I have been thinking back to this time last year..and where I have been in life since that point...which leads me to those three words..where have I been this past year? I don't know that I am in any better position in life than I was a year ago to be honest. Self-absorbed--that is how I feel I have been. I am so scared of some things in life that I have let them consume me in some regard. I have made some pretty stupid choices this past year...I see how insecure I truly am..I see how afraid I am of being alone..I see how I can make people think I am doing so good.. and yet I am not.. I am hurting inside..longing for things I do not have. Isn't that what I grew up watching in a way-- put on a smile and let the world think things are great--even when they are falling apart around you? I am still that little girl--screaming for approval.. for acceptance..I am letting go of things that are important to me.. that are at the very heart of who I am...why do I do this? Why do I run? I am not proud of the mother I have been the past year. I know there is no such thing as a perfect parent.. but I know I could do so much better...I know I could enjoy my kids so much more than I do..I could show my kids everyday in so many more ways how much I love them...I want to be truly happy.. truly content with me... with my kids.. with my family.. with my job..and right now I don't know that there is one area I can say I am truly content in...this year that is going to change...it has too.. I have to...one step at a time..I am going to make changes...I wish I knew how to do that.. where to start..what it should look like... but this is the first step... admitting that I am not where I want to be...there are areas in my life I need to work on..and I am worth it to take the time to change.. my children are worth it and deserve a mother who can show them how to be happy in life in ALL circumstances... my kids at school deserve a teacher who is full of compassion and wants to help them...and so it begins.. right now...change...my goal.. to look back a year from now and see progress.. I don't expect perfection because that will never happen.. but to see a work in progress.. because God isn't through with me yet!!!

Where Have I Been?

2010-02-14T19:52:00.001-08:00

Wow.. it seems like time is flying.... life is super busy... kids are keeping me moving! Kadyn is very involved with her dance... Dylan finished tball and is about to start soccer. Mom has moved in for 6 months... things seem to be moving along.
So how am I doing? That is the question I seem to get a lot these days. Overall I am doing fine. There are good days and bad days of course.. but for the most part.. all is well. The kids are adjusting very well. Where I find myself is learning. It seems to me that in trials, I tend to pull inward. To become introspective. That is where I have been... inward. This is not me...I am not one to back off.. to withdraw. When I was pregnant with Kadyn, I did the same thing. I spent almost 9 months in my room... pondering who I was... why I had lost focus... was I mature enough to be a mom...learning to forgive myself and move forward. I thought my parents were going to drag me out... but that time was very good for me. I found me again...learned to forgive myself...I wouldn't trade that time in my life for anything. So I find myself in a place of finding myself again. Relearning who I am. This time is different. I can't hide in my room. I have two angels who need me... who need me to continue to move forward.. to show them that life goes on and they are still loved unconditionally!! However, I find myself pulling away in other areas. I haven't been to church but once in the past 6 weeks at least. That is not who I am. I find myself not wanting to feel like people are throwing pity my way...I want to feel as if I am not dependent on anyone.. and yet I know I do need help at times. SO finding a balance is where I am. Learning to love myself again...
So what do I do...how to I keep myself moving forward.. first.. start taking care of me. I start exercising..I continue to cut back on coke and sweets. I know me and I love them to much to ever completely give it up! I get my kids and I on a routine.. I need to get them set up with certain chores... they help out.. but I need to get them established.. help them begin to learn the importance of good finances. I must get back to church. There is NO reason for me not to be going. It is my own insecurity that keeps me away. Dylan has a hard time going.. but I know it is a season of uncertainty for him.. it is security for him as well. Not only do I get myself back in church.. but I get myself back in the WORD.... get my kids in the WORD....HE alone will carry us through.. HE alone will show me who I am... who I am meant to be in HIM.

SO why do I write this for all to see? Accountability....that is what I need. I love my family dearly... but sometimes it is those who are not related to me that I respond better too. (no offense at all to my family... you all are my rock!) so it is in writing..... the first step...here's to balance.. and finding my way...and helping my kids find their way!

Updates

2009-10-09T19:49:00.000-07:00

So much has gone on. School is super busy... but I am enjoying being back in 5th grade. I am working with a fantastic team. I have not been updating as much because of lack of time. See the posts below for some updates on the kids. There are 3-4 I believe. Enjoy!

Sticker Man

2009-10-09T19:30:00.000-07:00

Dylan loves to share... everything. Lately, he has been all about sharing his stickers with anyone and everyone. It truly hurts his feelings if you do not accept his sticker...he likes to put them on you..here he is with Granny Lou.... decked out in stickers.

Pure Exhaustion

2009-10-09T19:29:00.000-07:00

Here is Kadyn at the end of a long day... this is what you call total relaxation.

Trophies and Hair Buzzing

2009-10-09T19:18:00.001-07:00

Dylan got finished with his first season of Tball. The coach ( who happens to be his best friends dad) got the team trophies. You would have thought these kids had won the lottery! They were so excited!! Dylan is playing again this season. Since it is a bit cooler, he is actually wearing baseball pants... I will get pictures of this soon!

Dylan asked to have his hair buzzed... but not as short as Eric's. He was very specific about this! So we had to get new clippers since Eric has no guards for his. Dylan thought it was hilarious that he had to take his shirt off. He was so proud of the final result. I am quite happy...this will save a little $$ on haircuts!

Dylan is my little man these days. He is still so very tenderhearted. He still loves anything and everything superhero...He thinks his sister hung the moon....school is one of his favorite places to be right now...he loves Tball.. but says next he will play golf and then football. He keeps us laughing with his little antics..

Third Grade

2009-10-09T19:10:00.000-07:00

How in the world did my first born all the sudden become a 3rd grader? Where did the time go? Here she is on her first day. She is going to the neighborhood school this year. She has been with me, but asked to make the change this year. She is doing so well. As I write this, report cards have just come out. All A's once again. She has joined a new dance studio. She tried out and made their company dance team. She is dancing at a minimum 4 days a week. However, she loves it. She will be in several group numbers as well as a solo and duet.... My baby is growing up... too quickly to be honest.....

My Niece... McKenna Grace

2009-08-09T12:13:00.001-07:00

Welcome to the world McKenna Grace!! Born August 9, 2009. 7 lbs 13 oz 19 3/4 in. She has a full head of hair! So glad to finally meet you!!

2009-08-07T21:07:00.000-07:00

I realized I never put pictures from Kadyn's 8th bday on here!!! They are in random order....
This is the swimsuit from Grannyleen and Bob...

At Creative Hands they paint the bday kids hand and put it on ceiling tiles which are hung all around.... here is Kadyn's...

All the girls at Creative Hands...

Singing on her new karaoke machine....

The morning of her actual bday....

family bday dinner....

2009-08-07T21:01:00.000-07:00

A few weeks ago, Dylan had his first true sleepover at our house. His buddy Preston came over. They had so much fun! Here are the boys trying to wind down.... watching a movie.

Kadyn had a friend spend the night as well.... a new friend made at church.

I know this is pretty dark, but here the boys are finally asleep around midnight!

As I type this, Dylan is at Preston's house spending the night... his first night away from home other than with family!

Best Buddy

2009-08-07T20:58:00.000-07:00

Here is Dylan's best buddy... they are only a few weeks apart... they are like 2 peas in a pod....we can do nothing unless Preston does it....good thing about Preston.. I REALLY like his parents!! Makes me wonder if this is a friendship that will last as they grow up!

Dylan's Tball

2009-08-07T20:18:00.001-07:00

Summer has flown by! I can't believe it is almost time for school to start again..... I have not posted much lately... since Kadyn's bday we have had Camp Thurman, , gone to Houston to spend time with Cynthia and her crew, found a new dance studio that Kadyn auditioned for and made their company, and been involved with Dylan in Tball for the first time.
It has been so much fun to see him start coming into his own... he loves playing baseball, but hates the heat. He asked if we could play at night after the sun goes down.. sounds good to me, but since that is not until about 9.... well that doesn't work so well for a group of 4 year olds! The kids have grown and developed so much even over such a short period of time. Dylan's best bud plays on his team.. and his best bud's dad is the coach.

Here is the official Tball picture for this season.

running to 1st...

SWING!!!!

The Bumblebees... if you ask the 2 girls they will tell you it is the bee that buzzes... if you ask the boys.. well they are the Transformer Bumblebee....
Dylan is on the front 2nd from the right.. his best bud is sitting to the left of him.

I love this picture... Dylan is on the left end... #24. His best buddy is #20... 3rd from the right.

There are LOTS more pictures on my facebook page. Please feel free to go check them out!

Kadyn turns 8!

2009-07-09T18:24:00.000-07:00

Today is Kadyn's birthday--- 8 years ago today she blessed me....she gave me a scare getting here-- but even though there could have easily been life altering issues-- she is perfect. Kadyn seems to have turned a corner over the past month.... she has grown up== another step= one of those things that has just become obvious lately. Kadyn loves to sing in her room... loves to put on shows.. but is still very shy and doesn't know how to take a compliment.... yes I will admit she gets that from me. She loves the karaoke machine we got her for her birthday. Kadyn finished up her 4th year of dance. We are in the process of thinking about changing dance studios.....looking in to possibilities. She is making some wonderful new friends at the church we have joined.. FBC Arlington. Many of these friends go to the school right by our house-- which she has been asking to go to-- instead of the school where I am. Today has been a day of reflection... I was more emotional today than I think I have been since her 1st bday..... not sure why....
Kadyn I love you so much.. I am so glad God blessed me with you as a daughter! I can't wait to see what the next 8 years have in store for you!

Overblown Expectations

2009-07-03T14:19:00.000-07:00

I heard that phrase, "overblown expectations" a few minutes ago on Oprah. As I sat listening to the explanation... I realized how it really describes how I am in so many situations in my life. I want so much for my kids, for my family... for myself. Many times my desire for wonderful memories leaves me disappointed after most anything to be honest. I have ideas about how things should be... want the best...want everyone to have fun... will go to the utmost extremes to try and create the best environment... that I either don't have fun myself.. or get upset if it doesn't turn out like I dreamed. I'm sitting here in one of those moments right now... knowing that I have a decision to make... knowing that I am just tired enough after the sleepover last night, ( see post below) that I am probably setting myself up for disappointment no matter what I choose. It is 4th of July weekend... I SOOOOO want to go to the concerts, kids play area, fireworks put on by the city tonight. I SOOOO want to go to the parade in the morning , to be a part of the celebrations. I SOOO want to have plans for tomorrow and we have an option..... I would love to see fireworks again tomorrow night. However, none of these things appeal to my husband. He would rather not go.... in fact has already said he probably won't go. I can't blame him for not enjoying these things.. it is who he is. However, that messes with my dream... my desire for our family and for our kids. No matter what I choose to do, my overblown expectations are not going to be met. I am already disappointed. Do I venture out with 2 kids on my own... who are tired already... when I am tired... so we can make memories....even though the likelihood of attitudes is high after little sleep? Do I stay at home... knowing that I will be disappointed? I don't know what to do... and find myself in situations like this more than I don't...sorry I have now rambled... but as it is quiet in my house.. kids sleeping, husband gone with his brother until late tonight..I find myself needing to talk... to get this off my chest... to throw my hurt, disappointment, and overblown expectations to God and say... HELP as I know only YOU can bring healing.. only YOU can help me learn how to balance.... so I am crying out to YOU!

Sleepover

2009-07-03T14:09:00.000-07:00

Last night, Dylan had his first sleepover.... he was so excited! His best buddy Preston came over. We started at McDonald's and were there for over an hour! They played hard! Then it was home to play some more. At 9, we made their "bed" and put in a Power Rangers movie. Preston finally fell asleep at 11:30. Dylan was still awake... he finally gave it up around midnight!!! Kadyn also had a friend spend the night. While this was not her first sleepover, it was the first time Jennifer was at our house. They met at church. Both families are fairly new to the church. The girls have become fast friends! Here are all 4 ....supposedly winding down....

The boys finally gave it up! I never got a picture of the girls asleep-- I could still here them whispering at 1!!

The next morning, the first child awoke at 6:45!!!! My two slept until I woke them up at 8:30-- as both of their friends were up... They went in the pool for 2 hours! I am so glad we have the pool-- it provides hours of entertainment!

Here are the boys fishing in our pool with the noodles.... I wish you could hear their conversations! I love their imaginations at this age.... you would think they truly thought they might catch a fish!

Overall, our sleepover night went well. Very few skirmishes among the kids.... especially after so little sleep.

Professional Dance Pictures

2009-06-26T20:01:00.001-07:00

Here is the collage I ordered of the professional pics from the competition. A cool thing... they accidentally printed the wrong size collage..so they are going to use her collage as an example that hangs on their display at all of the competitions! I took a picture of each picture that is on the collage so you hopefully can see....

The 3 girls at the end of the "Brainfreeze" routine

Lyrical.....

Dance Competition 2009

2009-06-25T20:57:00.000-07:00

Kadyn took part in Regional and National Dance Competition this week. She did fabulous! They competed with 2 of the dances they did in their Recital. Pictures are not allowed during the competition. Here are a few pictures from before and after. I ordered a collage of some of the pictures the professionals took during the competition.

One of the trophies that will go back to the studio....

"Brainfreeze" tap routine girls...

Posing...

Kadyn got to accept the trophy for their "Suddenly" lyrical routine.

Isn't she gorgeous!

Making Memories...

Kadyn's 2nd Grade Awards

2009-06-25T20:49:00.001-07:00

I was looking back at posts and realized I did not post on Kadyn's awesome accomplishments in 2nd grade! We are SO proud of her. She is highly considering changing schools next year. She has been going to school with me.. mainly for convenience for me. She has been asking to go to our home school... literally 4 doors down from our house. If so, this will be her last time as a Sherrod Shark!

Here she is getting "A" Honor Roll for the year.

One of 4 to get Outstanding Citizenship for the year

Texas Reading Award

Perfect Attendance

My Angel

She was a Shark Pin winner... she showed outstanding qualities not only in academics, but in her citizenship as well. Only 6 kids per class are chosen each year.. one for each 6 weeks.

Spiderman

2009-06-25T20:45:00.000-07:00

Dylan saw a picture of his best buddy with Spiderman... so we had to go to the store where Spiderman hangs out.

Water Park

2009-06-25T20:38:00.001-07:00

Last week the kids and I went to a local water park. We had a great time and it was a wonderful way to beat the heat!

The water on this slide was coming down so hard that Dylan had to pull his swim trunks up every time.. something he thought was SO funny!

We will be hitting up the local water parks quite a bit this summer I believe! They are inexpensive and lots of fun!

Kadyn's Swim.. the end of an era...

2009-06-25T20:31:00.001-07:00

Kadyn finshed her swim lessons. She has "graduated" from Swim With Success. She started out in the Dolphin class this year, but after one lesson was moved up to the Sharks... the top group.

One of the things I love about this program is they teach you survival skills. Here she is doing the dead man float.. followed by treading water.... They also had to jump in fully clothed ( bathing suits underneath) and tread water for a minute... then take off their shoes, jeans and t-shirts while in the water. Kadyn did this with flying colors!!

Treading water... and smiling!

The graduating class with Mrs. Debbie

Dylan's Bday Party

2009-06-06T18:56:00.000-07:00

Today we had Dylan's birthday party with his friends. I believe everyone had a great time swimming and bouncing in the power ranger bounce house. Dylan even got a call from Uncle David during the party!

Jumping with Jonathan!

Blowing out the candles.

Best Buddies..... Dylan and Preston

Some of the at least 14 kids!

Kadyn enjoying Dylan's birthday as well.

I am hoping we all sleep well tonight!
If you want to see all of the pictures from the party, they are all on my facebook page..... Thank you Claire for taking such great pictures to capture this special day!

Dylan's 4th Birthday

2009-06-01T19:59:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BUDDY!!!
Today is Dylan's 4th birthday. I can't believe that much time has gone by. Dylan has such a tender heart..... you always know how he is feeling. I pray he never loses his gentle heart. He is at a stage right now where he is not afraid to shout how much he loves me. It melts my heart to hear him say... "Mommy, I just love you so much!"
He is full of life, curious and full of wonder! He loves his school, loves his friends and loves junk food like his mama!
I am so glad God blessed me with the precious gift of Dylan.
I cannot wait to see what God has in story for him!!
I love you!

Here are some pictures from our family birthday dinner at Chuck E. Cheese tonight. We had a good time. just the four of us... he has a big birthday party on Saturday with a bounce house and his friends.... I will be sure to post pictures!

Kadyn's 2009 Dance Recital

2009-06-01T19:43:00.001-07:00

Kadyn had her 2009 dance recital on the 31st. She was in 4 different dances... Tap, Jazz, Ballet, and Lyrical. She did a great job! I know some of the pictures are blurry-- but she was in motion and I couldn't use a flash during the performance!!

This is the tap ...they had trays like a 50's diner.. complete with milkshakes!

Jazz was the same costume... but this time they had pizza boxes.... this was a great dance!

Ballet-- to "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" She was quite graceful!

Look how beautiful she is!!! She looked so grown up !

This was the Lyrical.... The outfit was adorable!!! I truly LOVE this dance!!

This is Kadyn and her good friend Maddie before the lyrical dance. They planned this pose!

Kadyn is going to competition at the end of this month doing the Lyrical and Tap dance! I will be sure to post updates after!!

Dylan's Swim Lessons

2009-06-01T19:38:00.000-07:00

Dylan has been taking swim lessons the past few days.... Here are a few pictures of him. He was so stubborn the first day and would not do a thing! Since then and a come to Jesus talk.... he is having a blast and getting better each time!

Science Fair

2009-06-01T19:33:00.001-07:00

Kadyn asked to enter the Science Fair at school this year. It is required for 4th-6th graders, but anyone is able to participate. I convinced her we needed to start small this year so she could learn the process. She did a great job!! Here are pictures of her completed science board and first place ribbon!! She was one of only two 2nd graders that entered the fair this year. I am so proud of her!!!

My sister's Bday

2009-05-01T22:25:00.000-07:00

Today-- ok technically yesterday now (it is 12:30 am), was my sister's birthday. I had all 4 kids at the house tonight so she and her hubby could have a date night.

Kaci and Clay

Dinner-- the staple-- McDonald's!

The kids played SO well together! It is so fun to see them all interact now. They truly enjoy each other.

After much playing, jammies were put on and we put in a movie. I pulled the couch out and made a "movie theater" for them. Popcorn was eaten and eaten... and eaten. My mom even came over for awhile and got in on the movie as well.

I had a great time tonight. I truly am so blessed with my own kids... as well as a wonderful nephew and niece. I am sure the niece on the way will only add to the blessing!

Happy Birthday Kaci...... we all love you!

My Nephew's Spring Fling

2009-05-01T22:16:00.001-07:00

My nephew's preschool had a spring sing. The kids and I went. I was so excited to go see him in his world. I have heard so many wonderful things about his school and how well he does. He obviously loves his school, his teachers, his friends. My nephew has been given the awesome privelege of being an example of how good our God is....he faces challenges that some of us do not... and yet God continues to shine through him. He keeps rising to the challenges and overcoming them. He has come so far this past year..... being on the stage.... singing loudly and enjoying it! It blessed my heart to be there-- to see him and experience life through his eyes.

My awesome nephew....

My sister and her family... soon there will be another one to add.... I can't wait!

Gardening

2009-05-01T22:07:00.001-07:00

I am learning how to "garden." I actually enjoyed it-- the kids wanted to get in on the fun.... they both got a marigold of their own. My mom came to help teach me....we had a good time! I hope I can keep everything alive!

I need to take more pictures.... we have had so much rain lately that the flowers are already much bigger-- when the rain lets up.... I will get some new ones!

This is my splurge-- I wanted some color right at our door. I saw this pot and really liked it. I really am afraid I am going to kill this one!

Fin, Feather, Fur Run

2009-05-01T21:52:00.000-07:00

Our school has an annual, Fin, Feather, Fur run. This is 3 schools-- the name comes from the mascots of the 3 schools. We have not been able to participate before due to other conflicts... but this year, we were free. Kadyn was so excited-- she was up early on her own....
Here she is before the race with some of her friends.....

Getting the pre-race instructions...

In line and ready to go....

Kadyn was running so well.... she was at the front of her pack..... as you can see in the pictures, the sidewalk was quite wet from all the rain we had. She wiped out..... but she finished and was quite proud of herself.

After the race with her classmates that were there. Also, posing for a thank you picture to the sponsors.

We had a great time.....she is already talking about next year!

My Boy!

2009-04-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

Have I told you how much I love my children!! At the age of 4, I had pictures made of Kadyn in all her princess dress up clothes. The pictures came out so good! I bought more than I should. I said at that time when Dylan got to be 4, I would get pictures of him dressed in whatever he was in to at the time. How lucky I am that his school took professional pictures! Sure, we are a few months shy of 4..... but I think these are SOOOO good! So here is my boy..... he is at such a fun age right now. I am the apple of his eye. There is not a day that goes by where he doesn't come up and grab me and say.."Mommy, I love you!" I know these days are not going to last forever.... so for now I am eating it up!

Family... of course you get pictures.... so here is what I need you to do.... let me know which pictures you would like. I will do my best to honor your requests until the pics are gone!

Easter 2009

2009-04-12T19:30:00.001-07:00

Easter 2009-- a wonderful day to celebrate our Risen Saviour.! We had a wonderful day of worship. Grannylou joined us for church and lunch. Unfortunately, I did not get pictures of her with us!

The Easter Bunny left goodies...

The kiddos with their baskets....

Sportin their new shirts...

All dressed up and ready to go....

My favorite closeup of the kids from this morning..

A few random shots...

Dylan-- 3 1/2

Kadyn...7 1/2

After lunch and a brief rest... we headed to Grannyleen's for Easter dinner. The kids got to enjoy in an easter egg hunt in the backyard.... there were over 100 eggs filled with candy, toys, and money.

The rest are random pictures of the kids and uncles playing. Uncle David surprised us all and was able to come home for the day. The kids were thrilled!

Today was so much fun..... however the most important part of today... the reason we celebrate.. is because of the gift our Saviour gave us all... his life.... He is Risen... HE IS RISEN INDEED!

Spring Break 2009

2009-04-12T19:15:00.000-07:00

Spring Break was several weeks ago.... during that week we rested, Kadyn and I went to 6 Flags, and one day we went with Kaci and her kiddos to the zoo. Grannylou went with us as well. It was a great day!
Hmm... where to?

These are in no particular order....

Look at these kiddos...... J wouldn't stay still long enough..

I caught one with J buzzing through.... Dylan crawling through to see the bear.

Batman made sure grannylou was safe...

Worn out...

A Day I Thought Would Never Come

2009-03-20T16:49:00.000-07:00

It is done....so weird and surreal for me to say. I am still somewhat confused about the whole thing...why it happened this way....why now.... what is the real story.....etc... all questions that I will never really know the answers... nor do I need to really.. although that is hard for me. My parents are officially divorced. It doesn't matter who did what, said what, made the first move etc..... It is a new chapter in life... one I have no idea how it will look.. what is the new "normal" going to be. This has been so hard on our family.. not just immediate family-- but extended family as well. I honestly worry about how this will change relationships ..... I pray that it will not....I pray that through time the wounds will heal.. no more sides will be taken.....right now it just all feels very awkward......I love my mom and dad, nothing will change that. Time for me to be a big girl and adjust......

Change

2009-02-20T10:42:00.001-08:00

Change is never easy.... can be painful....and right now we find ourselves in the middle of change. My parents are divorcing, my husband was laid off.... and some other issues that I can't write. I do not deal well with the unknown....never had and probably never will. I worry incessantly. I am a planner-- and right now I can't plan much of anything. There is so much of this out of my control. Change........

A Texas Wonderland?

2009-01-29T20:09:00.001-08:00

We had a Texas wonderland-- if you want to call it that... haha. We never get snow-- just ice. Her are a few pics of the yard with the ice. It was no fun.... stuck inside-- nothing to play in outside. Just bitter cold and slick! We were out of school on Wednesday. That was nice-- an extra day to get some things done. We all enjoyed sleeping in for sure!

Kadyn's Awards

2009-01-29T19:34:00.001-08:00

The second grade had their award ceremonies for the first semester on Tuesday. I am so fortunate that Kadyn can go to my school. I am so fortunate to work in a building where people allow me to have moments where I can just be mommy! Each teacher got up and told the awards each student in their class received. Kadyn got the most awards they could possibly get...
A Honor Roll all 3 six weeks
Perfect Attendance all 3 six weeks
Good Citizen all 3 six weeks.
Here are a few pictures of this part of the awards.

After each teacher had given out all of the awards, they recognized 3 students who got what is called " The Shark Pin." This is an honor. Our school mascot is the shark. The shark pin goes to a student who is being recognized for doing something outstanding. Kadyn got one of the 3 Shark Pins. Mrs. Allen, her teacher, said that Kadyn is very bright. She can always see the wheels turning in her head. She is very intuitive and wanting to know more about the things they are learning about. She loves to read and is very kind.

This award was a wonderful surprise! We knew about the other awards since we had gotten report cards each six weeks. What joy it brought to my heart to see my girl being recognized!! Here are some pictures of Mrs. Allen talking about Kadyn. I wish I had known it was her. I would have gotten her "speech" on tape!

Here she is getting the shark pin put on and then the happy girl wearing her shark pin.

We are so very proud of Kadyn. She loves school and wants to do her best!

Identity Crisis

2009-01-15T16:37:00.001-08:00

Let me break this down for you--
Layer 1: Incredible Hulk Undies
Layer 2: Jeans and Ben 10 t-shirt
Layer 3: Superman jammies including the cape
Layer 4: Batman jammies including the cape
Batman Gloves and Mask with Iron Man glasses
Should I be worried or relieved that he can handle ANY problem that comes his way!
I so love this boy!!!

Dylan

2009-01-15T16:28:00.001-08:00

I spent some time looking back through the blog-- I can't believe I have been doing this for about 2 years!! I also noticed that there are times that Kadyn has more "air time" than Dylan. I know that right now she is already involved in more due to her age and that this will change with time. Still, I love my boy. He has such a tender heart. He loves to get hugs, he gets so excited about the most innocent things. He LOVES superheroes right now. He also loves to color or draw. I love when I can watch him- without him knowing. He is at such a fun age. His imagination is amazing. Here are some pictures I caught of him doing sidewalk chalk paint on the back porch. He had no idea I was watching until toward the end. He asked me if I liked his masterpiece-- to me-- it was priceless!

A Little Bit of This and A Little Bit of That

2009-01-15T16:16:00.001-08:00

The week after Christmas, my cousin Kristan came to visit. She is a student at UAH and from what I can tell is loving it. We had a great time with her here! We didn't end up taking many pictures--:o( Here are a few. Dolly LOVED Kristan! The other shows us all one afternoon-- crashed out!

I got the itch to paint again. Kadyn's room became the victim this time. Kadyn picked out a border she really like and we matched colors from there. Once again, the room had to be sanded first. This time, we invested in an electric sander. Here are Kadyn and GrannyLou right after the sanding was finshed!

Dylan wanted to paint SO badly. He came and knocked on the door and said, "I'm in my painter clothes now-- so can I paint?" Here he is painting. You would have thought we bought him his dream toy he was so excited!

Here is the painted room. The border is not up yet. It will be up soon and pictures will follow. Kadyn said the colors are exactly what she wanted--

Here are the kids a week ago having a sleepover. They have asked many times before if they could do this. We have tried a few times and Dylan was just not old enough to handle it. This time, he did much better. He had trouble going to sleep-- but he did-without being up and down more than a few times. He did get up very early the next morning. However, it was worth it. I know the days of my kids wanting to be together and be involved together could very easily be numbered. I treasure these moments.... and now have the proof that they really do love each other!

Goodbye

2009-01-11T20:15:00.001-08:00

Today has been a hard day. My first baby, Punkin, was laid to rest. Punkin was 13 years old. She was not just a dog-- she was my first baby. She has loved our family through so much, she has been so sweet to both of my children. Today, Punkin evidently had a stroke. She has been at my parents house for years-- call her a "joint" dog. Mom called me and told me she was not ok. Mom and I went together, we cried and made sure Punkin knew how much she was loved. We were with her until the end.
I know some would say "she is only a dog." However, I will highly disagree. Animals become a part of the family. They can sense when you are not ok, they can curl up with you at just the right moment. They never judge you, they just love you..... no matter! I will miss Punkin..... we all will.

Christmas 2008 Part 1

2008-12-26T18:17:00.001-08:00

Wow-- what a whirlwind of a few days.... but what wonderful memories we have! We started off Christmas Eve at a candle light service... I LOVE the picture of Dylan holding the candle!

From there.... the Kline clan ( now Kline's, Branch's and Skipper's ) came back to our place and we ate together. The kids had a great time playing together.

Once everyone had left ( minus GrannyLou who stayed to watch a movie with us), we opened our 1 Christmas Eve present-- which is tradition that it is ALWAYS pj's.

After we all had our new PJ's on, we settled down to watch Horton Hears a Who.

Then it was off to bed.......

Kadyn shared with us she "knew" about the magic of Christmas-- the truth of it. So, I helped her learn how to keep that spirit alive after Dylan had gone to sleep. It makes me sad to know she is learning some truths about things.... she is growing up. However, she had fun helping me with stockings.

Christmas morning started early. Below and in the next post are LOTS of pictures of all of the festivities. Even Dolly got in on the fun. The people you will see in the pictures that follow are:
Bob Vandergriff ( Eileen's husband)
Eric Branch
Dylan Branch
Eileen Branch ( Eric's mom)
David Branch ( Eric's brother)
Michael Branch ( Eric's brother)
Kadyn Kline Branch
Clay Skipper ( my bro in law)
Jonathan Skipper ( my nephew)
Granny Lou ( my mom)
Pop ( my dad)
Kaci Skipper ( my sister)
Elizabeth Skipper ( my nephew)

Christmas 2008 part 2

2008-12-26T17:55:00.000-08:00

Here is the continuation of the Christmas Pictures...

Family Night at FBCA 2008

2008-12-24T12:04:00.000-08:00

Last Sunday night was Family Night at church. Since this is our first Christmas since beginning to attend, this was our first experience. We were told it would be wonderful and the night did not disappoint! There was ots of great singing, funny videos, and crowd involvement! Kadyn and I had a wonderful time and can't wait until next year!

Kadyn with the Grinch and and Elf.

Frosty

The Elf and the Host for the Evening-- saying ACTION!

Elvis was in the building--- right after the Christmas Hop.

Some of the great singing.

The kids were all given a stocking that held severa props. Since the theme was America's Funniest Videos, the kids were given glasses like the stars, a megaphone in which they counted down... 5.4.3.2.1.... and then they all yelled ACTION!

The choirs....

The Host

We had a great time !!!!!!

Class Parties

2008-12-24T11:57:00.001-08:00

I got lucky this year and got to go to both kids class parties. Kadyn's party was while my kids were out of the class! Dylan's started after we got out early!! Here are some pictures from them both.

Dylan and his best buddy Preston. Here is Kadyn reading to Dylan.

Kadyn's class had a word search that had everyone name in their class. It was a hit!

I was given 2 tickets to the Nutcracker. My mom LOVES The Nutcracker--and Kadyn LOVES ballet. So, the 2 of them went. Here is Kadyn eagerly waiting their departure. They had a great time......

Random Post

2008-12-20T20:03:00.000-08:00

Christmas Break has officially started! How nice it will be to not hear the alarm go off on Monday morning!! Kadyn and I will enjoy a bit more sleep.... Dylan will go to his preschool a few days each week. He loves his friends and misses them when he is not with them. Eric will be off work 3 days over Christmas!! Here are a few things that have happened lately...

Kadyn was a part of the sing a long we had a school. She helped 2 of the 2nd grade teachers and some friends sing "Up on the Housetop." This was in front of the entire school!!

Dylan got busy helping daddy "fix" the chair. Eric was trying to tighten something up. Dylan went and got several of his own tools and began helping as well.

Dylan was long overdue on a haircut. We go to the "hair doctor" as he calls it. He loves it because there are movies and video games. He "plays" while Kadyn gets her hair cut.

Here is our other child Dolly. She is also in dire need of a haircut. That will hopefully be coming this week.

I will have some more pictures soon of Dylan and Kadyn's school Christmas parties.

Prairie Lights 2008

2008-12-14T18:43:00.000-08:00

This is becoming a family tradition. Prairie Lights ..... over a mile drive through of all kinds of light ensembles. There is everything from Santa's Workshop, Rudolph's Flying School to the Nativity. There is a stop toward the end where you can get out and enjoy 2 free carnival rides, carnival food and of course a picture with Santa himself. We went last year and had a great time! This year was no exception. I didn't get many pictures of the lights themselves because I was driving. Here are a few right at the end-- the light tunnel is the conclusion of the experience.

My camera started acting up while we were there. I was just shooting pictures while everyone was on the merry go round. I had not idea if they were coming out-- they looked terrible on my screen. However, some of them turned out not too badly-considering they were going at a warp speed!

We attempted another family photo with Santa while we were there. It turned out to be quite cute! The kids also had their picture taken with Santa. Now we don't have to go battle the mall!

Kadyn Dancing at Ridgmar Mall 2008

2008-12-14T18:12:00.000-08:00

Kadyn gets to dance at least twice during the Christmas season. Here are pictures from her second performance at Ridgmar Mall. Lots of the family came out to see her-- along with Ms. Margaret.

Jonathan had a great time dancing along with each of the groups.

The boys had a good time seeing things from a higher perspective.

Here is Kadyn " teaching" Jonathan. The other is a picture of mom and Ms. Margaret.

Reading Buddies

2008-11-30T16:35:00.000-08:00

I have been reading fanatically the past week... I got sucked into the Twilight series and read over 2400 pages in 7 days!! Sick I know!

Kadyn got a new book yesterday-- so we both sat reading this afternoon.

Eric just laughs at us!!

Family Movie Night

2008-11-30T16:30:00.000-08:00

We had our first family movie night on Saturday night. We popped in WALL.E. The kids were excited-- and then Dylan lost his interest about 45 minutes into the movie. It was still fun... I look forward to doing it again soon!

Christmas Decorations 2008

2008-11-30T16:27:00.000-08:00

Here is the tree--decorated by the kids--- here are the lights on the outside of the house put up by Eric and his brother Michael. One thing a year is what we will add now that we own our own house.

A Bunch of Turkeys

2008-11-30T16:25:00.000-08:00

Here are my turkeys-- with an inflatable turkey! Boy how I love my turkeys!!

Thanksgiving Day 2008

2008-11-30T16:13:00.000-08:00

We had a fun filled day this year... as usual! We started at my parent's house. Dad was not there-- he was in B-ham surprising his mother for her birthday. Clay's parents and sister were in town.. so we had a large feast. Then our family went to Eric's mom and husband's for dinner. We were stuffed by the time the day was through- but we had a GREAT time! Here are a few pictures from the day.

Kadyn and Dylan playing dress up. Then Jonathan.... can you hear him yelling "CHEESE AUNT KRISTI!!"

The feast....

Cousins playing... they really do love each other!

After turkey.....

Dylan's Thanksgiving Feast

2008-11-30T16:03:00.000-08:00

I don't usually get to a lot with Dylan at his school. Most things happen while I am at school myself. I was SO excited when they had their class Thanksgiving feast on a day when Kadyn and I were out of school. Dylan was quite happy as well. We got there and he and his friends were in paper bag vests and indian bands they had made. The kids did not leave these on very long-- they were ready to eat!

This is Ms. Treasure and Dylan. And the next is Dylan hiding between the mats.. he should not have been there-- I am glad I caught the sure look of delight on his face!

Here is Kadyn enjoying time at her brother's school and then Ms. Treasure again.

Dylan is showing Kadyn the blocks--and here is Dylan with Mrs. Robin.

Here is Dylan and his friend Preston. His mom and I tried over and over to get a good picture of the two of them together.... this was the best I got!

It was fun to be a part of Dylan's world for a bit!

Pie Making

2008-11-30T15:59:00.000-08:00

Thanksgiving is just not Thanksgiving to me without lemon and chocolate pies. Mom- my grandmother makes delicious pies!! This year-- I was in charge of desserts... so here is the proof that I made pies this year.....4 of them!! Kadyn loved helping me... to make things even better-- they were good!!

Can't leave Dylan out

2008-11-16T16:09:00.000-08:00

So there are 2 posts about Kadyn.... but I did not want to leave Dylan out! We got the proof of his school picture this week! I can't wait to get it back..... my he is growing up! Here he is sleeping this afternoon. He fought going down... but in the end sleep won. He isn't feeling well.... the weather is not helping his cold. Still- there will not be moments like this much longer-- no matter how big he gets... he will ALWAYS be my baby boy!

Have you seen Tom Turkey?

2008-11-16T16:05:00.000-08:00

Tom Turkey is in hiding....... He is on the run..... Secret Agent "T" showed up at our house today. A strong resemblance to Tom.... but still not sure it is him! Kadyn introduced me and promises us he is NOT Tom the Turkey!

We had fun disguising Tom today!! SHHH.... don't ruin his dusguise!

Holiday Magic

2008-11-16T15:35:00.000-08:00

The beginning of the holiday season is here-- early for me-- but still it is here! Kadyn had the opportunity to dance at Holiday Magic with The Dance Centre. All the ages danced-- it was fun... and of course-- she loved it! Here are a few pictures.... and a video.

Kadyn with a few girls from one of her classes before the show and then lining up to begin.

It begins... you better watch out......

In action...

The end..... proud of myself!!

Here is a bit of the performance.....

Halloween 2008

2008-11-02T17:21:00.000-08:00

This year, we headed over to the church GrannyLou has been going to. They had a HUGE carnival... TONS of bounce houses, lots of candy-- and fun for everyone! GrannyLeen, Bob, Uncle David and Uncle Mikey joined in on the fun!!!

Kadyn was Jasmine and Dylan was Ben 10. It was hard to get him to stand still for a picture. He was too busy saving everyone!

Dylan fishing with Bob and another attempt to get a picture of Dylan.

Climbing up the rocket ship...

Some game...

Waiting to go up the Titanic.. then going up!

More bounce houses...... Coming out the Cat's mouth...

Looking at the car smashing..... Uncle Mikey talking to both kids about what is going on

Car smashing......

More car smashing......even daddy and Uncle David got in on the action.

Look at that aim!

Fire Trucks!!! The kids had mommy and GrannyLou to get in the trucks as well!

Final pictures of the night on the hayride! Dylan finally looked at the camera- don't you love the chocolate tooth he has!

2008 Pumpkin Carving

2008-10-26T16:46:00.000-07:00

This year's victim....

Giving specific directions to daddy on what they want the pumpkin to look like.

A happy pumpkin...... liitle does the poor soul know what is about to hit him....

Let the carving begin....

The guts must be removed....

This one had LOTS of guts!!

Both kids said they wanted to eat the pumpkin in its natural state-- they both claim to like it-- I am not convinced by the look on Dylan's face!

Watching intently as each pice of the Jack O'Lantern comes to life....

The finished product......

Kadyn and Dylan proudly with their creation... thanks to the help of Daddy.... the master carver!

The Jack O'Lantern's new home... for now.

Kadyn out "planting" a few of the pumpkin seeds in the backyard.

35.....

2008-10-26T16:31:00.000-07:00

This cake is a good picture to symbolize how I feel about turning 35.... a big jumbled mess! For some reason, this is hitting me hard.... why? I have no idea!! Is it because I feel like I am so not "together?" Is it because I now have to round to 40? I mean-- 35 is NOT old at all!!! Is it because I know unless God has different plans that I am done carrying children? Is it because I am a woman and get emotional about random things??? Who knows... what I do know... this birthday has hit me hard in so many areas. I have been questioning everything about me-- I hope this is not mid-life crisis! I mean that means I will only be here until 70!!!! That is not enough time in so many ways!!
Still, in the midst of this confusion-- I realize how blessed I am. I have a WONDERFUL family -- the kind that love you through your best-- and for me-- the worst years! I have 2 beautiful children who love me unconditionally. I have a husband who-- well we have had more downs than ups--- but we are on the right track--- we are working on it-- and he loved me enough to fight for us! So-- I am blessed--

So-- for my bday- I wanted to do something different---I wanted to have fun.... so some friends suggested we go to a place called Pete's Dueling Piano Bar. This was so me!!!! There are 2 pianos-- the play music from every era..... every style...... and everyone gets involved..... there is much singing...... and oh so much fun!!! It was a night that took me back--- reminded me of some DEAR friends--you know who you are--- it made me thankful for new friends--- something I have been searching for..... So-- here are a few pics from the night--there are only a few--- some of the pics were blurry-- so I didn't get everyone in--
I got to just be Kristi--- it is nice to do that from time to time!

So-- here's to my next 35......thanks to EVERYONE who has been a part of my first 35... you all will never know how you have helped mold me into the woman I am today. I am so thankful for each and every experience-- the good and yes... the bad. I have learned so much, grown so much, and changed in many ways!

I love you all!

Kristi

Kadyn Fall School Picture 2008

2008-10-21T19:05:00.000-07:00

Here is my sweet baby....... now in 2nd grade! Look at her....so grown up!!!

She was never snaggled tooth.... if you look closely you will see her baby tooth sticking out! All of her baby teeth would get loose, then the permanent tooth would come in with the baby tooth hanging out. We had to pull every one of her baby teeth out....

Where has the time gone?

Pumpkin Patch

2008-10-18T18:03:00.000-07:00

This symbolizes the start of my favorite time of year. It is so busy, yet so much fun! From October through the beginning of a new year--so many good times. Here is the beginning... our annual trip to the Pumpkin Patch. We were down a few member this year-- Eric was at at the doc with an infected arm, Elizabeth was recovering at home and Clay was with her. So, the "original" Klines and 3 of the grandkids met for a day of fun.

I love this place! They have a hay ride-- tons of bounce houses, tons of pictures opportunities, and rows and rows of pumpkins!

Dylan tries to see how many pumpkins he can pick up each year.. Kadyn joined in on the fun this year!!

State Fair 2008

2008-10-18T17:53:00.000-07:00

I love going to the State Fair. Some call me crazy... but I do. Mom headed out again with the kids and I. Here are some of the highlights.....

Lots of updating

2008-10-11T07:36:00.000-07:00

So-- below this are 9 new posts. It has been a long time coming!!!

Kadyn's Columbus Day Play

2008-10-11T07:30:00.000-07:00

Kadyn's class did a Columbus Day play. Kadyn was the narrator..... they made their own costumes. Her class went to all the other 2nd grade classes to perform. Mrs. Allen asked if I would like for them to come to my class. I obviously wanted them to!! Kadyn did great! She read all of her lines so well. She didn't shy away like she does when I am around at times. THere are definite advantages to having her at the same school. I get to see and be involved in so much more than I would if she were at another school. I am thankful for teachers at my school that have allowed me the opportunity to be a part of their class as well.

Eric and Kristi

2008-10-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

So most of the posts are about the kids... so here is one on Eric and I.
This is where you find Eric most of the time these days. Notice the ear piece. He is playing Madden on the XBOX 360...... talking with his brothers who are at their house. I think he looks like Yosemite Sam with his facial hair the way it is... what do you think?

Ok-- so this is not my face-- and I actually can't believe I am putting a picture of my feet on here( I have a foot issues) I went and had a pedicure about 2 weeks ago. I have not done that in AGES!!! I went with a friend of mine here-- also known as Barbie-- I would be Skipper ( according to the girls at Ann Taylor Loft). Anyway--- while getting my pedicure the lady asked if I wanted a flower. It was the big game day-- Bama vs. Georgia-- thus the crimson color-- but the fl0wer makes me think of my grandma. She always has her nails done-- always has fun art on them. So --I got flowers on my toes.....a first for me!

Cousins

2008-10-11T07:16:00.000-07:00

Last weekend, Jonathan and Elizabeth came to play for a few hours-- giving their mama a much needed break. We had a great time. It is so fun to see our kids growing up-- wanting to play together.

Brownie Mix

2008-10-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

I have passed my love onto my children.... well 2 loves actually....
Bama was playing Georgia--- while we were watching the game.... Brownie mix was made
What more is there in life than brownie mix and Bama football!!
ROLL TIDE!

Dylan and Cuck E Cheese

2008-10-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

Dylan was invited to a friend's birthday party at Chuck E. Cheese. Kadyn was at a friend's house. Eric was with his brothers,. so I called mom and said come with us! He had a blast. He is not really into winning tickets-- he just wanted to ride everything that he could ride-- no little kid things-- all big boy things as he calls them. The party had a spiderman theme-- the last picture is my favorite. As we were leaving, he put his mask on and started shooting webs--

Lilli and Kadyn

2008-10-11T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hurricane Ike passed through Houston as most people probably know. Cynthia and her family came up and stayed a night with us. I hate that I didn't get more pics-- ones of all the kids-- of Cynthia and me. I did get these pictures right before bed time. Kadyn was reading to Lilli. How fun that our 2 girls like each other!!!

Fun With Abby

2008-10-11T06:47:00.000-07:00

Several weekends ago, we dog sat for a friend of mine. Abby came to be with us for 2 days. The kids LOVED it!! Abby is a sweet dog who loves to play. The kids played tug of war with her most of the weekend. Kadyn was also extremely happy because Abby slept in her room.

Fun WIth Grannylou

2008-10-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

Over Labor Day Weekend, Kadyn called my mom to ask her to come help her with an art project. Mom and I both laughed because KAdyn called her on her own-- I had no idea---

Anyway --mom said she couldn't refuse! So on the Saturday of that weekend, mom came over and the project began. Here of some pictures of the fun they had.

1st Day of 2nd Grade

2008-10-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

Here is Kadyn on the 1st day of school this year. It is so hard to believe she is in 2nd grade already! She is doing fabulous! Her teacher is a wonderful Christian lady. Kadyn loves going to school and is still reading way beyond her grade level. We got her first report card yesterday. This is the first report card she got that had real grades on it-- I will say that mom and dad were very proud of her!!

More Coming Soon

2008-09-07T19:34:00.000-07:00

So-- school is back in..... I am tired by the time I get home, get dinner ready, do baths, get everything ready for the next school day. Needless to say, the blog has suffered. I do have a few pics to put on here-- I will update on the kids. For now...... I must go to bed. A long week awaits-- 3 meetings after school, 2 days of dance-- and a new plan to start going to the gym.

For now-- know we are all well.......

WOOHOO!!!

2008-08-30T20:37:00.000-07:00

It is one of my favorite times of the year-- COLLEGE FOOTBALL!!!! What a way to start it off--- The Crimson Tide just beat Clemson!!!!!! ROLL TIDE ROLL!!!!!!!!!!!

The End and The Beginning

2008-08-17T20:22:00.000-07:00

Summer is officially coming to an end. Tomorrow, I head back to school. Dylan starts a new school tomorrow. Kadyn has one more week and then she will join me-- her classroom is just down the hall from mine.

This summer has been so very different. I have spent more time in trainings. I faced a fear ( my wisdom teeth) and survived. I always have a time of reflection, but this summer that feels to me like it was intensified. I feel as if I learned so much about myself-- some good-- some I wish I did not have to admit. We have started attending a new church and I am hopeful that this will become our church home. I have had new challenges with my children-- some I feel I have handled with ease-- others I know I have failed miserably.

This school year brings change--- I am making MAJOR changes in my classroom and I am taking on a new leadership role in school. I want this year to be a year where I truly let go and let God. This is hard for me to do in my classroom for some reason.... so that is something I am working on.

As I sit here knowing I should be going to bed, I am thankful for this summer.... I am thankful for the start of a new school year. I am thankful that God is still working on me and allowing me the opportunity to grow.....

Airhogs

2008-08-12T17:08:00.000-07:00

Sunday night, we went to a Grand Prairie Airhogs baseball game with the SS class from the church we are attending . They are a semi-pro team. This was Dylan's first baseball game. He was super excited to be going. Kadyn has been to a game before, but was just as excited to be going. Prior to game time, you could go out on the field and throw the ball. Dylan was so excited, but the heat got to him and he wanted water. Eric and Kadyn stayed out there for a bit throwing the ball.

We found our seats-- right above the Airhogs bullpen. Dylan was SUPER excited to see a baseball player. I wish I could have captured the expression on his face as he watched the pitcher and catcher warm up.

One of the players came over and signed the kids gloves. He was super nice-- talked them to a bit as well. Again--extreme delight from both kids!

I love this picture!

Once the game started, Dylan had trouble staying interested. He had trouble finding where the ball was-- since it wasn't right in the bull pen anymore. He wanted them to come back right by him! However, both kids were determined to meet the Airhog. Their dream for the night came true.

Eric and I had a good time as well. It was fun getting to meet couples and get to know them better!

Can Squirrels Swim??

2008-08-09T13:41:00.000-07:00

I never have thought about it... but can squirrels swim? I looked out the back door a few days ago and saw a squirrel sitting on the edge of the pool. We have lots of squirrels since we have many trees in the backyard. However, they have not been near the pool-- as far as we know. He walked up and down the side a bit-- and then....

He attempted to walk out on the middle..... I wish I had the video on. I have never seen a squirrel move so quickly. He started back peddling.....

And somehow managed not to end up in the pool...... which leads me to wonder.... Can squirrels swim??

Welcome To The Jungle

2008-08-09T13:17:00.000-07:00

For those of you who don't know..... I am not the most artistic person. I can have these marvelous ideas..... but they never come out like I imagine them. So, years ago I pretty much gave up on any type of decorating. I honestly asked my mother to help me "see" things when we would move and need to set up house again. Well, I got the bug. We moved in the house in April. This time it is ours--- I CAN PAINT!!! Then I remember my fear-- what if it doesn't turn out right-- I mean sure I could repaint it-- but who is to say that it would be any better? Well, I hate the white walls in the house. I feel like I am in a sterile environment. When I say white-- I mean the whitest white you can imagine. On top of that, there is texture. Now, I like texture, but this goes beyond what is normal. Seriously, I have cut my hands on the walls if they bump up against them. It is extremely thick and extremely pointy!! Anyway, I want to do something- but I know I need to start small. The smallest room in the house is the kids bathroom. I began looking at different shower curtains. I knew I was going to get a new one anyway. We have had the ducks below since Kadyn was 1. It is time for a change!! I found a cute jungle pattern. Still for kids, but not babyish in my opinion. So, I do call my mom. I tell her I have found what I like but I have NO CLUE what to do now. I want to learn.. I don't want to be afraid anymore haha!

She agrees to come help me learn. So--- goodbye to the ducks. Now, Kadyn cried for quite awhile. We had to cut a few ducks out of the shower curtain to put in her photo album. ( yes, I know we are in trouble if she is having this much trouble over ducks... but that would be an entire post of its own). So here is the last time the ducks hung in the bathroom.....

In order to paint, mom said we would have to sand the walls down. This goes back to the ginormous texture on the walls. It is not a big room, so we decided to do it by hand. Here we are with our masks on.... Dylan had to wear one like us.

This is a picture of the bathroom counter-- it is COVERED in paint particles......

After taping the walls, that was all we did on day one. About 2 hours- maybe 3. We would have started painting then, but I had a reading camp I was doing the next day. So, off to bed we went. When I got home the next day, the painting began. Let me tell you-- I LOVED IT!! Mom did a great job of teaching me. I rolled and cut. I did not get a single drop of paint on the ceiling! I was quite proud of myself. We were doing 2 colors -- a dark brown on top, a border in the middle, and then a light brown on bottom. We promised Kadyn she could help roll a bit. This helped her let go of the ducks and embrace the jungle--haha.

The painting was done in about 2 hours. We had plenty of time to get the border up then. However, we had to let the paint dry for 72 hours before putting up the border.
This was on Monday. Thursday evening, mom returned and helped me learn how to do the border. Not as easy as painting... more tedious. But, I loved seeing how it tied the room together. The border is up.... the curtain is hung.... and adventures in the jungle have now begun!!!

So, as we put the finishing touches on, I looked at mom and said-- this matches the image I had in my head. (ok didn't mean for that to rhyme!) I now have the bug. Eric said I did a great job and I can do more in the house!!! YEAH!! However, the other rooms are too big to sand by hand. So, first I will be buying an electric sander.

Finally- the pictures from Eric's Bday

2008-08-09T13:09:00.000-07:00

Eric's bday was on the 30th, however he chose to celebrate on Friday night-since he did not have to work the next day. The fam came over once again for what seemed to be the millioneth bday of the summer!!! We were tired of grilling out, but did not want to go out to eat-- not always a stress free environment with 4 kids! So-- we brought Outback in.....

Here is the cake of fire.....

Eric is good at finding out what his gifts are before he ever gets them. I always thought I was bad about asking questions, bugging people to see if they would break-- no- he outdoes me!! So, this year I wrapped his present in a large box--inside it he had to open 3 more boxes before he finally got his gift-- a GPS!!!

Eric and his mom.

We all had a good time---- the birthdays are over for our crew out here in TX until Sept!!!!

Too Grown Up

2008-07-30T15:43:00.000-07:00

So today, she looks too grown up. Today I see girl-- not little girl. Today, I had a moment of realizing how fast time is moving......it is amazing what a haircut can reveal.

A Visit From Kyle, Shannon, and Ethan

2008-07-30T15:18:00.000-07:00

Last week, my cousin Kyle, his wife Shannon and their son Ethan were here. Kyle had work here and what fun for us that he did! The pictures below are not necessarily in the order of events, but you can see the fun we had. I did not get to do anything during the day until Friday. I was in a training all week. The kids got to spend some extra time with them all. This is the last night that we saw them. The gals and the kids got together at our house to play, swim, and eat. Here are pics from the time in the pool.

Seaweed girl???

During the day Friday, Shannon and I headed to the Dallas World Aquarium. I had never been there, so this was a treat for us all.

My favorite part was the walk through shark area. It literally surrounded you. These pictures do not do it justice!

Here are the kiddos loving all the animals!

Dylan and Kadyn told me the felt like Diego and his cousin Alicia since we were in surroundings like they are in many of their adventures..... they wanted pictures... so here are my Diego and Alicia.

The next part is some of my favorite pictures-- well the last 4 to be honest. Mid week, we all went to mom and dad's to eat and play. Kaci brought her blow up pool since it is so blasted hot these days.

Here are Kyle and Ethan....

Fun in the pool minus Ethan.....
Ethan was mowing......
Then he decided to get in the pool--- however I did not get a picture of it-- he wasn't in too terribly long.... but here is the sequence of events the moment he decided he was done.... We had a really good laugh at this one!!

It was so fun seeing part of the "Other Kline's" We do not get to see our family enough.....My kids have not stopped asking how long till we see Ethan again....... then he asks about Grandmom, and Books-- ( Brooks!)

So-- we hope to see you all soon!!

More of Dylan

2008-07-30T15:06:00.000-07:00

So here is Dylan-- he had been down supposedly napping. I took advantage this day to lay down myself. I woke up to LOTS of loud banging. I ran out of my room to find him tap dancing in the kitchen. He decided he did not need a nap-- so he went into Kadyn's room. He wanted to try and dance like she does. Eric is SO proud of this picture!!
Jonathan and Dylan after swimming. Look at the skin color differences haha! LAst week, we went to eat with Eric's family. Dylan did not want much of anything until he saw Uncle David eat. Well David was eating sushi-- so that is what Dylan decided he wanted. I didn't think he would eat it--- but he did!!! Now, when we went back for more, he did not like the entire piece al lat one time. Still-- he ate sushi and like-- if I hadn't known I birthed him I would wonder if this was really my child!

Here is my sweet boy. He fell asleep waiting his turn to "shoot" on the Wii. He stayed this way for over an hour!

The Big 30!!

2008-07-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today-- Eric hits a milestone-- the big 30!!!! We are celebrating with the entire family on Friday--tonight-- the 4 of us will go to eat-- his choice-- Olive Garden!

Happy Birthday Eric ( daddy) --- WE LOVE YOU!!!

Soggy Cereal

2008-07-30T07:47:00.000-07:00

This morning-- I love soggy cereal! My sweet kids made me breakfast this morning. I was still in bed-- Dylan comes and joins me on these summer mornings. He watched cartoons while I try to catch a few more moments of sleep. This morning this was a sweet time with lots of " I love you mommy!" Then he hears Kadyn get up-- off they go--- there are giggles-- there is the stay here mommy we have a surprise for you-- then Dylan comes running in to tell me a secret-- he whispers in my ear-- we're making breakfast for you--- then there is Kadyn yelling-- don't tell her Dylan--- all this makes me smile!! They both appear at the side of the bed-- they lead me to the kitchen-- there is my cereal-- along with a bowl for each of them. They were so proud of themselves--- and yes-- I ate every bite of the soggy cereal-- and it was the best cereal I have ever had!

The Ramblings In My Mind

2008-07-29T21:53:00.000-07:00

So, it is 5 minutes to midnight. I cannot sleep. I have gone from watching "Mamma Mia" to the Primetime special on Randy Pausch tonight. Talk about a range of emotions! I have belly laughed and belly cried.

So here I am wanting to sleep, yet there is so much going through my mind. I had heard about Randy Pausch, but have yet to listen to "The Last Lecture." I want to, but have shied away from it. See, I am afraid of dying-- why? This I don't know. I mean I know beyond a shadow of a doubt where I am going-- what more could I ask for than to be with my Saviour? Is it the fact that I won't be here? I have such a need to know what is going on, to be a part of everything I can--so is that it? I know dying means I will miss things? Is it the fact that death could hurt? The fact that I don't know how it might happen? I honestly do not know---I do not want to fear death-- I want to embrace life-- to live it to the fullest..

That being said-- I am learning so much about myself this summer. It has not been easy on Eric-- I have not necessarily been easy to live with emotionally this summer I am sure! I have been on a roller coaster ride. So allow me this outlet to write.... to process..... to acknowledge things I know-- and am working hard to accept..... Things I know that I am now working on....not things I necessarily am proud of!

I want to be in control.... of everything

I relive the past too much-- this makes me wish for other days, wonder what life might have been like--question my choices in life

I tend to be selfish--

I want recognition---and wonder at times why I don't get it-- then wonder why it is I really need it!

My kids are the most important things to me.... yet I know I don't spend the time with them that I should... I tend to say... "Later"

I have trouble finding contentment with the here and now-- I long for things that are to come or that I hope will come....

I get angry too easily...

I hold onto hurts....

I want the fairy tale ending....... this is not fair to Eric

I want so badly to be creative-- yet am so scared to try!

I need to be accepted-- to have friends-- I see how my happiness has revolved around this

So- the list is getting long..... thank goodness God loves me--- I see all these "flaws" and yet I know that I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I MUST work on loving myself as God loves me....I had a sweatshirt years ago that said " Under Construction... God's Not Through With Me Yet!!!!" How grateful I am for this........

So if you are one of those that read this; can I ask you to pray with me as I continue to learn about myself and the woman God wants me to be. There is so much within me........God isn't through with me yet....... I can't wait!!!

Today.....

2008-07-15T14:23:00.000-07:00

So today is a day that I finally got up off my tush and got some things done. No, I am not done yet..... but progress was made. I have realized this summer that I must have a routine of some sorts. I envy those moms who get to stay at home. I really do. However, I think I have finally learned-- or maybe accepted is the better word-- that I need to work. I LOVE having my summers off .... but I think I am a better mother because I work. I am more focused... whereas with all the time in the world- well I end up wasting most of it. Then I feel guilty... and the cycle goes on and on. Anyway-- so today I got a good bit done-- but what I want to share is this..... Kadyn was not asked to help-- but she did. She did ALL the floors-- I mean all of them-- mopped and vaccumed. She cleaned her room and her brother's along with their bathroom. Now you are wondering what I did haha! Along with the rest of the house I began cleaning out the garage-- trying to get some order to it after we moved. I got about 1/2 cleaned out. Now there is 1/2 left to do-- and then I get to organize.

Anyway-- today brought joy to my heart to see my daughter beg to help-- to jump in and do things-- I would catch her in the act! No, the floors are not necessarily as clean as I would have them. But I don't care. They were cleaned with such love today---any germs that might be there- I am sure they were suffocated by it!

Here is a pic of Kadyn as I caught her...

Being 3

2008-07-15T14:17:00.000-07:00

Being 3 is hard enough... and then you go and add your sister's birthday party and you don't get any presents. Such a hard concept to understand. While the girl's went to Build A Bear- ( see post below) daddy and Uncle Mikey took Dylan to eat.... and of course ended up at Wal-Mart. So I left Dylan with them but what returned to me was Batman-- or is it the Hulk...

This is my sweet angel that sleepover night..... he finally gave it up in my bed...... still wearing the Hulk gloves and batman clothes.

DON'T MESS WITH MY GRANDCHILDREN!!!

2008-07-15T14:16:00.000-07:00

Enough said....

Kadyn's Sleepover

2008-07-15T13:58:00.000-07:00

As I wrote in a previous post, Kadyn wanted to go to Buid- A- Bear for her birthday this year. We could not see outr whole family going to the store. So, we did the party in 2 stages. This is the night Kadyn and her friends went to BAB. GrannyLeen and Grannylou went along with us. It was a full fledged girl's outing. The girl's were so excited. They did a great job of sticking to the budget they were given.

After the bears were made with love, they entire store sang Happy Birthday to Kadyn. This was a surprise to us since I did not pay for a party. The girls working that night were so nice!

After BAB, we went home for cake part 2. Kadyn also had a treat. One of her friends speaks Arabic. She sang Kadyn 'Happy Birthday" in Arabic.

The theme of the night ended up being Hannah Montana. She got lots of cool stuff like this clock, cool pens and stuff to write and draw with along with a new swimsuit, HM towel and cool flip flops.

So the birthday adventure for Kadyn is over for yet another year........ and she has already begun to think about what she wants to do next year!

Don't Tell Me My Man Ain't No Handyman :o)

2008-07-11T09:47:00.000-07:00

So, our refrigerator has started making this wierd noise. Eric first would hit it, and it would stop. Well, that was not working last night. He thinks it is the plastic cover inside rattling-- I'm not sure-- but hey he is the man.... so I will go with his instinct on this one.....
Anyway-- it was REALLY bothering him last night. I knew he was in the kitchen for awhile trying to stop the noise. It stopped-- I didn't know how or why-- but it stopped. Well, I go in this morning and find this in the freezer---- Just call Eric... Mr. Fix It! I just hope I don't need that measuring cup! I must say I laughed outloud for about 5 minutes on this one!

The Family Bday Party

2008-07-09T19:46:00.000-07:00

Tonight, the family gathered to celebrate Kadyn. We had chicken my mom had smoked-- corn we grilled-- which was so good-- beans- chips-and cake. I think we all had a great time! Kadyn was showered with gifts-- she got LOTS of things to do. That is what she wanted. She got a new Hannah Montana outfit and the Wii game for HM as well. I love the first picture-- Elizabeth was loving all over Kadyn! I caught her lean in to get a kiss.

After food and presents, most of us got in the pool to swim.

I asked Kadyn right before she headed to be if she had a good birthday-- she said she had-- she was tired! Now, she is having 3 friends over Friday night to go to Build A Bear and spend the night! We decided to do her party in 2 stages this year-- I couldn't see us all going into Build A Bear-- they wouldn't know what hit them! I will post pictures after the slumber party!!

Happy Birthday Kadyn-- I can't believe you are 7!!

Hooray!! Kadyn Turns 7 Today!!!

2008-07-09T10:50:00.000-07:00

Do you see that sweet angel in red? Today, she turns 7-- where have the years gone? I cannot tell you how much this little girl has changed my life! She brought me back-- made me take time to search and find who I really was. She is my living angel for sure.

Kadyn- you are a treasure to all who meet you. You have such a sweet and tender heart. You are a good friend, you care for others- even those you don't know. You are an awesome big sister, you are great with your cousins. I could not be more proud of you! I can't wait to see what happens over the next 7 years-- but I have one request-- can we slow them down a bit? These past 7 years have gone by WAY to fast for you mama!

I love you Kadyn!

Love,

Mommy

(I will post pictures from her party after we have it!)

Happy 3rd Birthday Jonathan!!

2008-07-05T15:07:00.000-07:00

Today is my nephew's 3rd birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!!!
We celebrated with lots of his friends with a pool party. The best part was when he sang Happy Birthday to himself-- the very first picture show this! I wish it had sound!! Everyone had a great time! I managed to steal a picture with my niece as well. The pool felt wonderful in the heat. We all got in and enjoyed! I even caught a picture of Eric going off the diving board!
We are so blessed to have Jonathan as our nephew and cousin. He brings such joy to our lives!! We love you Jonathan!!!

July 4th, 2008

2008-07-05T14:59:00.000-07:00

This year, we grilled out at home-- Eric's mom and husband and one of his brothers came as well as my mom. We had a great time! We did not go see fireworks-- we will definitely go next year! However, we had poppers for the kids to do-- although the adults enjoyed doing them as well.

After food, we all played the Wii-- Kadyn beat the guys at bowling! Many games were played-- here is a shot of doubles tennis being played. We had a great night of fun and relaxation!

Camp Thurman 2008

2008-07-04T14:05:00.000-07:00

Kadyn just got home from Camp Thurman . Her counselors were Capri Sun and Livewire. She had a great time once again! She is always so excited when she comes home. Here is a picture of her group and one with her counselors. (Click on picture to enlarge)

Kadyn loves to go the week of July 4th. They always have a 4th of July parade. Each group dresses up differently. Here is Kadyn's group this morning ready for the parade.

The camp also takes pictures throughout the week. Here is a link to the group of pictures Kadyn is in. If you view slideshow, she is in the following pictures :
http://www.shutterfly.com/progal/album.jsp?aid=768a5498cf43abdb7a46
picture #: 17, 20, 75, 76,89,91

She has already started talking about Camp next summer!! That will be new for all of us-- Dylan will go as well!!

Superman's Inner Cowboy

2008-07-04T13:04:00.000-07:00

Did you know that secretly Superman was a Cowboy at heart? I have the pictures to prove it!!

You Know You're Tired When......

2008-07-04T13:02:00.000-07:00

Can you see the ketchup all over his mouth, the hamburger bread held firmly in his hand? Of course-- he was asleep only about 5 minutes in the car- and has not been back to sleep since!!!!

A Week Without Kadyn

2008-07-04T12:40:00.000-07:00

This week, Kadyn has been at Camp Thurman all day. Dylan and I have had a great time together this week. We swam in our pool, played super heroes-- which he told me I was Wonder Woman-- I thought that was so sweet-- and smart! :o) While we have missed Kadyn, I have enjoyed getting to have some one on one time with Dylan. That doesn't happen very often!!

We went to Happy Hopperz with Kaci, Jonathan, and Elizabeth during toddler time. It was not crowded at all! The boys had a good time bouncing and sliding! After bouncing, we went back to their house for lunch and a bit more play time. Dylan and Elizabeth both wanted to color--
It was a great time to be with them......Dylan cried for Aunt Kaci all the way home.

Dylan and I also found a new park. I love it because it has mesh covering-- so it helps keep the heat down-- a bit anyway. Here are a few pictures of my sweet boy playing at the park.